Posted on 2007.04.03 at 10:06
Current Location: Lee's head
Current Mood: crowded!
Current Music: Rolling Stones--Satisfaction
Understand, we're walking to the Turkey Hill Minit Mart to pick up donuts and tea for the father.
Rose: Hmmm. Nice weather out here.
Madonna (sees Kool-Aid burst bottle on sidewalk): Oooooh, a Burst bottle! that would make a perfect--
Jadis, Ardeth, Rose, Erik, Leia and Elphaba: SHUT UP!
Cinderella (scoldingly): You're a horrible role model for young girls and you ought to be ashamed of yourself. Talking about sex in public. How shameful! How unGodly!
Jadis: I'm sick of this, I'm going back into Lee's head.
Elphaba: Oh, come on, stand up to her!
Arwen: Can you all be quiet? I'm trying to fantasize about Aragorn here!
Erik (sniffling): I'm lonely...I miss Christine...*cries*
Leia (to Arwen)*snickers* : Who's your daddy? Who's your daddy??? *proceeds to roll on floor laughing.*
Ardeth (looking at statue of Thoth/Djehuti): Would SOMEONE GIVE THESE IDIOTS SOME KNOWLEDGE????
Rose (to Erik): I know what it's like cos I miss the Doctor like bloody hell.
Cinderella (singing): "They will know we are Christians by our looooove...they will know we are Christians by our love!"
Arwen (groans): I'm never going to get off at this rate.
Madonna: Go girlfriend!
Elphaba: Does anyone know where my grimoire is? I'd like to use it.
Rose: We're almost to the Minit Mart, can you all just SHUT UP for a little while?
Arwen, Ardeth, Erik, Leia, Jadis, Cinderella, Madonna, Elphaba: OKAAAAAYYYY....
*All but Rose retreat.*
Good GOD (Sorry Cindy) it's so crowded in here...
Posted on 2007.04.02 at 07:30
Current Location: far from home
Current Mood: tears
Current Music: Eric Clapton--Tears in Heaven
i know i haven't been here in a while. things have been bad with my bonder, and i've been depressed too.
every time i see a banana, i feel horrible and i cry.
i miss you Doctor. i love you.
Posted on 2007.03.02 at 11:35
Current Location: HERE AND NOW
Posted on 2007.02.03 at 09:51
Current Location: near you
Current Mood: >:(
Current Music: whatever's on the telly
Wellllll. I'm back. After a short time of boredom, and i'm just feeling out of wack.
I missed you so much, Doctor. I'm feeling out of it. Email me.
I'm always going to be here.
Posted on 2007.01.21 at 19:39
Current Location: nowhere
Current Mood: on the brink...
Current Music: none. music is happy, and i'm not happy.
Can't make this long, but i'll tell you this: i've bleeped everything up. everything.
everything. no matter what the hell i do, i ruin it all.
i just wanted to be with you, once more. but now...i think i've ruined it all. or elphie and the rest did.
but i cannot blame anyone else for what i myself did. i'm such a loser, i can't do anything right.
maybe someday i'll find you, you'll forgive me one day.
Posted on 2007.01.15 at 18:09
i am so damn bored.
Lee's mum is getting her Series 3 on dvd for her bday (january 19th!!!!!).
Posted on 2007.01.15 at 12:04
Current Location: hooooome
Current Mood: i'm baaaaack!
Current Music: The Eurythmics--Talk to Me
ok, here i am, back and better than ever.
You know something, these little mood icons? they look like the OOD. No joke. heh. :P
i'm totally royally insanely FURIOUS at Arwen, afraid she's alienated me from the Doctor (i love you!!! *hugskisseslove*) because of her wanting Estelllllll. Good gravy, who the bloody fucking hell does she think she is?!?!?!??? i exist too, you know. and it ticks me off that she's so obsessed with finding him, and getting Lee in on the act, so...
at least all Ardeth cares about is taking care of the precious treasures of Kemet. (Right? am i right????)
Well, i'm off.
To the Doctor: i love you, and leave me a message on here! i send you hugs and kisses.
Posted on 2007.01.13 at 14:18
Current Location: the Blessed Lands (hopefully)
Current Music: none
I think it is hopeless.
By now you'd think he'd have emailed/called/etc me/Lee, right?
Well, he didn't.
So I must not be "that girl", to quote Elphie.
Nobody seems to care. Nobody seems to notice. Nobody seems to understand.
I guess I'll be alone. Now. And always.
Goodbye, my friends; I fear this is the end of me and Lee. I doubt Lee will ever be on here anymore. This journal won't be DELETED...just left to be remembered as another tidbit of our history. Another broken heart with no chance to be healed with love. Another broken soul with no chance to be pieced together with a kiss and an embrace.
So with this in mind, I bid you all a warm and loving and sad farewell.
I love you all, and we all do. None of us will forget any of you.
We will keep in touch.
Posted on 2007.01.12 at 21:51
Current Location: the Grey Havens
Current Mood: suicidal
Current Music: LOTR ROTK soundtrack--The Grey Havens
I cannot believe this.
If the young man doesn't email me by the 19th (or call, that's Lee's birthday) I am giving myself up for lost.
I don't WANT to go to the Faerie Festival, and really in a big way I'm not so eager to go to the Lammas bread bake either.
I don't want to be in a big group of Witch/Elf/Fae men who, as usual, would turn me down. Or, if they did NOT turn me down, they'd break my poor little heart.
And heaven only knows, I do not need any more heartache.
There are just days where I want to DIE. To DIE and pass on to the next world, to the next life, where maybe I will have more luck in love.
Will I ever find love?????
"Who knows...only time..."
Posted on 2007.01.12 at 07:25
Current Location: Rivendell
Current Mood: dyyyying
I feel no hope left.
I gave--Lee and I did--I liked him, Lee did too--it's so darn confusing--why?--the young man my (Lee's) number and email.
It was yesterday, so am I jumping to conclusions, or is it true that I Arwen Undomiel do not have a chance for anything, much less love?
I feel like crying. So does Lee. Rose is annoyed with me, Madonna is laughing at me, Erik is whining, and Ardeth is yelling at me. And the rest of them are just IGNORING ME.
It is NOT FAIR. Aren't I just as good as the next person/Elf/whatever?
I want to curl up under a rock and diiiiiie. Sorry for the melodrama.