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Hope in my heart.

Posted on 2008.09.13 at 18:10
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the loneliness, the pain--
maybe it will pass.

i hope so. Because life is painful enough as it is without the love i need.


I cannot get "Disturbia" by Rihanna out of my head...oh well.

Hopefully, the Doctor will eventually, EVENTUALLY return. Again, oh well.

i DON'T KNOW what's going on....maybe Arwen will find Aragorn maybe not.

beats the bloody hell out of me.


*sigh* Arwen here....

Posted on 2008.09.12 at 19:17
Current Location: Rivendell, and someday, maybe, Gondor. :)
Current Mood: hopeful^_^
Current Music: Enya--Only Time
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Do you still remember
How we used to be
Feeling together, believing whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my Saviour, My spirit i gave you
We'd only just begun

Hasta manana,
Always be mine...

Viva forever, i'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun

Live forever, for the moment
Ever searching

For the one

Yes i still remember
Every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that i'd heard
Slipping through my fingers
Like the sands of time
Promises made every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind

Hasta manana,
Always be mine...

Viva forever, i'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun

Live forever, for the moment
Ever searching

For the one......

But now we're alone now
Was it just a dream?
Feelings unfold memories unsold
And your secret's safe with me......

All gratefullness to Rose Tyler for the lyrics to this Spice Girls song.

I feel so much more....HOPEFUL....today. I have no idea if Aragorn is out there, but i now feel as if there is the possibility he may be. Who knows...only time.


~Arwen Undomiel


Hullo again, Rose here

Posted on 2008.09.12 at 19:13
Current Location: back in London. booooo.
Current Mood: crankybleh
Current Music: Spice Girls--Viva Forever
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It's me, i would like to let you all know that i am very much missing the Doctor right now.

Just thought i'd tell you all.



WHY does life feel like it's falling apart?

Posted on 2008.08.30 at 20:54
Current Location: Rivendell
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Primeval on BBCAmerica
Love has passed me by completely. i dream of Estel every night, i guess things will always be this miserable.

please, Aragorn Elessar, if you are somewhere, out there, reach out to me. i need you....

life goes on, but it can't go on for me without you.

"The last journey of Arwen Undomiel", i remember my ada saying one time as i left to go West to Valinor. I returned to stay with you, Estel, but now once more you're gone. It just cannot keep going on and on and on like this.

I'm wearing the Evenstar right now. Lee got it in physicality from an uncle. but at the same time, i am the one who wears it in hopes that, eventually, i WILL find you. My hopes grow smaller and smaller each day though...but i wait for you. Or at least someone LIKE you.



hello, can you hear me? am i getting through to you?

Posted on 2008.08.15 at 19:55
Current Location: thinking of you
Current Mood: contentromantic...
Current Music: XM romantic radio on tv
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"Love(Look What You've Done To Me") is playing on the XM tv radio. I feel hopeful...

I'm looking at my userpic. PLEASE, WHEREVER YOU ARE MY ARAGORN, ADD ME...



is this the end of the line?

Posted on 2008.02.25 at 13:28

please like it. comment?

the song cheesy as it may be fits the situation. hope the video is good.


Valentine's Day

Posted on 2008.02.13 at 10:03
Current Location: the Tardis--someday again, maybe, hopefully
Current Mood: crushedpain
Current Music: The Cranberries--Linger
Can you forgive me?

can time heal wounds?

can you see the sorrow in my soul?

i'm sorry if i hurt you, Doctor.

i love you, Doctor. i hate myself for hurting you.

i will never forget the way you loved me, so here is my heart.





*longs for Estel*

Posted on 2007.04.05 at 08:22
Current Location: Rivendell, Gondor, Middle Earth
Current Music: Celtic Woman--May it Be
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It's me, Arwen. I'm out today, my love.


Where are you?

I love you so.....


I hear the song "May it Be", I think of a young man I knew, who Lee and I loved, who was her "first" (if you understand my meaning), and who I thought was Estel. I was thoroughly convinced he was Estel. Leia was convinced he was also Han.

He wound up confessing that he was with another girl, and left us, and we never were the same again.


So will I EVER find either one of you?????????

Which one of you am I meant to be with, anyway????????

I am so alone.

~Arwen Undomiel



Posted on 2007.04.04 at 09:00
Current Mood: crankycrowded (again!)
Current Music: Military Channel on the telly

Lee's father is watching about the French Foreign Legion on the telly.

I'm bored out of my WITS.

Arwen was listening to Celtic Woman's "Send Me A Song" and thought of her Ada, gone into the West, and cried.

Cinderella keeps wanting to go to a lecture on Christianity and the family & home at some fundamentalist church someplace. (Anti feminism anyone?)

Ardeth is looking for his statue of Sekhmet again, he somehow is always losing it. Maybe Sekhmet isn't for him, maybe she's (oops, sorry, She's) trying to send him a message.

Elphie is worried. There's rain outside. (WTF? I CAN'T GO OUTSIDE IN RAIN! HOW THE FUCK AM I GONNA WALK THE DAMN DOG? -elphie)

Leia, as always is cool. Just chilling, thinking of ways to get at Arwen.

Madonna wants Lee to dress in her 80's funky clothes. (She's wearing MINE right now...i want Estel...-arwen)

Erik is crying, bitching and whining. As always.


Please, Doctor, come back. I love you.

I miss you.


it's so hard without you.


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